Chains Cannot Bind the Soul: Reflections on True Freedom in Prison

By Fr. Erl Dylan Tabaco, SSC

 

During my seminary years, I had several encounters with inmates whose lives were transformed by their experiences in prison. Prior to my ordination to the diaconate, I was assigned to the New Bilibid Prison in Muntinlupa, Philippines, where I gave catechesis to our brother inmates in the Medium Security Compound. My presence there was an affirmation that God was already at work among them. The inmatesโ€™ dedication and desire to know more about God and to deepen their relationship with Him was very inspiring.

Despite the hardships they had gone through and the suffering they endured as the consequence of their actions, in their willingness to amend their lives, I saw in them the revelation of Godโ€™s undying love. Every time they shared their personal stories, I was amazed at how they gradually experienced Godโ€™s liberating love, reflectedย  in their testimonies. Their experience behind bars paved the way for them to realize what true freedom truly meansโ€”not merely physical freedom, but the freedom that comes from a heart willing to let go of the aches of the past, live the present with gratitude, and face the future with hope.

My experience in prison marked a significant impact on my life as I continued my missionary journey. Years after my ordination to the priesthood, I was brought back to this experience when I had the opportunity to visit a penal colony in Ancรณn, Lima, Peru. It was a two-hour drive from the Parish of the Holy Archangels, where I was assigned. I never thought I would be able to continue this ministry, which is very close to my heart, until two prison ministry volunteersโ€”a couple, Reginaldo and Marleniโ€”approached me. They had been serving in the prison ministry for many years and were very close to the Columbans, as they were part of the Columban Missionary Collaborators, a ministry founded by Fr. Noel Kerins, an Irish Columban. The Columban Missionary Collaborators ministryโ€™s ย main purpose was to empower local people to become missionaries and active partners in the Churchโ€™s mission.

When they shared their experiences in the prison, especially the challenges of finding a priest to administer the sacraments, I realized how important accompaniment isโ€”the gift of simply being present to ย the inmates, especially the migrants who had been in prison for many years without visits from their families.

My commitment to help in the prison ministry brought me immense joy, especially the moment I celebrated Mass with them right after the pandemic, when visitors were once again allowed to enter the prison. I remember how they approached me with gratitude, telling me that they had been waiting for that moment to finally receive Jesus in the Eucharist after many years since their last Mass in their home countries.

That celebration did not end there. I had several occasions to visit them. Not only did we celebrate Mass, but they also asked for confession. Those moments confirmed that I was no longer a stranger to them; I was one with them. They are my brothers who never cease trusting in the mercy of God. No matter what their past may be, they hold on to the hope that they are not forgotten.

My regular visitsโ€”administering the sacraments, celebrating Mass, and sharing simple agape meals with what little we haveโ€”accompanied by their inspiring stories, are indeed like a heavenly banquet made present on earth. Their stories reflect Godโ€™s endless love, enabling them to hold on to hope that one day, when they see their families again, they will be renewed โ€“ no longer prisoners of their past.

My mission in Peru, especially among migrants, has widened my horizon. Migrants are not only found on the streets of Lima or in the peripheries of the parish. Some of them are in prison, with no one to visit them. Their longing to be reunited with their families is a daily struggle.

Yet, through our presence and the help of dedicated volunteers, many have found a new sense of family. It has been a blessing to walk with them in this journey.

As I continue Godโ€™s mission in Peru, I always look forward to being with themโ€”being inspired by their stories of hope and strengthened by the friendships and bonds of brotherhood we have established.

Like my experience in the Philippines, the same is true in Peru: inmates are no longer defined by their past. They are brothers whose lives reflect Godโ€™s unceasing love. Their testimonies have taught me the real meaning of freedom. Even when one is ย behind bars, when oneย  allows the ย heart to be freed from past heartaches, resentments, anger, and hopelessness, one becomes a living example that true freedom is a giftย  from Godโ€”one that no one can take away.

 

Photo above: Fr. Erl celebrating Mass inside the prison cell for migrants, mostly Venezuelans at Ancรณn Penal Colony, Lima, Peru.

 

Venezuelan migrants receive Communion during Mass celebrated by Father Erl.

 

Father Erl (center) with Columban missionary collaborators and prison ministry volunteers Reginaldo and Marleni.
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